Crybaby

81 more days to the start of Os. Nooooooooo, I just can't take the pressure. It's really taking a toll on me.

I'm left with 2 months. More or less. Giving me roughly about 10 days to study fr each subject.
Had a mini surprise test on Physics Formulas and I got back a filthy 0. I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANY OF THEM AND O'S ARE COMING NEARER.
When I got back the paper, I really wanted to cry............ and scream........... and throw a fit. I really wanted to. I'm worried. It made me ponder. At this rate I'm going, there's a high chance I'm gonna retain or go to ITE. Thinking about it makes me want to cry. Lately, I've been complaining alot and I'm always on the verge of crying. (It sucks.) It just frustrates me even more.

I'm useless. Never good fr anyone. Dumb and stupid. Always disappointing my parents.

I'm never gna make my parents proud.

I'm never gna make it.

Behind every happy face lies a sad heart...? Maybe.