Busy.

Oh my goodness, it's been ages since I last blogged. But not to worry, I'm back. (for a little while)
So if you guys know, I actually got myself a part time job at Cotton On. And omg, the people over there ARE wonderful and I love them so very much. I never thought I could actually POSSIBLY make any friends there cos' the fact that they wouldn't care about a noob, like me. But no. They cared. My manager is kinda scary but I know she's someone who's fun to joke around with. Nevertheless, working in Cotton On taught me one thing. SPEED IS EVERYTHING. EVERY. SINGLE. THING. A sloth would never make it in Cotton On. But to be honest, I love working there. I love love love love love love it.

Here's another thing that I'm so excited to tell you guys!

What are those? These are actually clip on extensions that I'm gonna preorder and it's prolly gonna reach at 07/01.

So those are the colours that I've decided... it's kinda pricey but oh well. It's worth it. 

Yep, I blog very soon when nobody's at home (provided I'm not working on that day).

See you soon xx!

Messy

HI THERE, I'M BACK! *applause*

Finally, I have my desired free time. Os are over (since last week) and I've been going out eva since. Today is the only day that I'm not going anywhere. After today, I have to go fr my job training and then camps organized by the polytechnics. I'm so psyched and I can't wait to share my experiences with you guys soon.

So basically, I'm gna try to combine everything I've been dying to rant and share about here so yea, bear with me.

1st: PROM
I've bought my prom dress at such an affordable price and it's totally not what I actually expected it to be. Yes, in a good way. It's a beautiful red with some jewels around the chest/bust area. I wanted to get the black one but people said I look good in red. So I'm hoping that I'm gonna look good in it. I bought a cute pair of stilettos at Far East Plaza and hopefully it actually matches my dress. Nothing's worser that unmatching dress and shoes. It would definitely be the worst DAY ever. Right now, I just gotta get my contact lenses and I'm 80% done. Oh, and my hair! I have some ideas on how I want my hair to be and I'm gonna share it with you guys.

The only thing that I was kinda afraid of is that my hair won't turn out like how I wanted it to be. You see, my hair's short and I have curls so it may turn out into something disastrous. I really want my prom to be perfect, that's the last moments I get to spend with my secondary school mates. It's alr sad that Shireen won't be coming to prom cos she's going to Europe. That lucky bitch. :-(

If you've been reading my blog since start, you should know that I spent a lot of time talking about prom. This just shows how badly I WANT IT. The date's drawing nearer and I'm gna prepare myself.

2nd: FOOD

WHAT IS UP WITH ME AND FOOD? Like I just kept on eating and eating. Especially with prom coming up, I can't afford to gain weight. I still have to lose my weight and tone my flabby arms, ugh. NO MORE FOOD, SELF. NO MORE JUNK FOOD. NO MORE CHOCOLATES. NO MORE LATE-NIGHT SNACKS. Thank god we have a Kinect now, I'm really depending on it to help me lose all this fatssss.

3rd: A JOB

'Not bad for a 15 years old kid, huh?' Well, technically I'm 16 this year, just that I haven't turned 16 yet. I'm a December baby. So I went for a job interview at Scape last week and I got the part-time job at C.O. ;-)

Hurray! Can't ALWAYS sit at home and just rot there. Girl gotta find $$$ to shop. I'm going fr my training tomorrow and I can't wait to start working in a few days' time. Weeeeeee

If you're reading this, I still hope you'll notice me. 

One More.

- Impromptu post -

But really, this WILL be the last (and short) post before I really go for Os.

But before that, here's some bad news; Failed my Prelims real bad.

I am truly upset about my performance. I'm really worried about the upcoming Os. I don't know whether I can get good results. I just want to make my parents proud and not disappoint them. 6 MORE DAYS 2 Os, guys, time really flies. I want to be able to look back at this post after getting my results and know that I did my best and get to the course I want.

Ok enough of the negativity in my head, here's some goooooooooooooooooooooooood news!

PROM IS GONNA HAPPEN!

I have some ideas on how I want my dress to be. 

1) BLACK, IT'S A MUST.

2) Long Dress FTW!

3) Lace, baby!

4) Vintage.

I know it's impossible to get dresses like this in Singapore. Even if I do, it has to be tailored-made or something. Going out with le friends after Os. Gonna buy my dress and shoes. Finally some shopping after months of stressing, (Ok, I'm not someone who stresses a lot, but yeah I'm trying to blend in LOL) YAY!

Okay, I see you guys soon! Stay tuned! Sayonara and wish me luck in Os!

Stay tuned.

YES THIS WILL BE MY LAST POST BEFORE I GO FOR MY OS.
But I'll be back. (Lol, still a month to go.)

34 MORE DAYS 34 MORE DAYS. Oh my god, I can't breathe right now.
Preliminary Examinations are gonna end soon and I know I didn't do well for it. Whatever, it's hard like ladhghvuraygjkq. It would be so much easier if I had studied.......... but I didn't. POA was a killer. Getting a 50/100 would already make me happy. But I can just feel it in my guts, I'm gna flunk this paper bad. Real bad. Okay, enough with my sad life.

I'm gonna show you a pic of myself taken like years ago. Looking at that picture, it's just crazy how I grew up so fast. I wanna be a kid, again.

Yes, that's me! I'm not really sure which year this photo was taken. Probably 10 at that time. Just look at me now. It's the opposite of who I used to be. I miss being innocent. I miss my hair. I miss my flawless skin. I miss my pajamas. I miss my double decker bed. I miss every SINGLE thing. :-(

It's actually true when people said that when we're kids, we want to be older. But being 16 this year, I think I prefer being a kid, y'know? It's stress-free and I don't have to worry about anything.

Don't get me wrong, I loooooove being a teenager, it's just that...... sometimes it gets tiring. I want to enjoy life but I don't think I'm able to, in Singapore. STUDY THEN WORK THEN RETIRE THEN DIE. That's basically what Singapore is. You have no idea how much I wanna travel all around the world and just relax.

Before I go for my Os, I thought I share some stuff about myself. :-)

AHA YES I'M A SAGGITARIUS AND I'M HAPPY I'M ONE. credits to: zodiacchic

I talk A LOT but there are things that I just can't share with everyone. So having h2h talks are actually pretty useless to me and it makes me cringe. I am a puzzle, you can say that. When it's time for me to open up, I will, someday. But right now, I just love to keep to myself. I may look like I don't care and talk a lot but I notice every single thing that's going on around me.

If you realise, this is prolly the longest post I've ever done. It's because I'll be gone for so long and I want you guys to be really updated, heheheehhehe.

Stay tuned, lovelies. *blow kisses*

What if....

So recently we received back our O level MT results and it was just disappointing.
A B3 is not enough. I know I'm good in my Languages and I can't afford to waste a grade. I need to get my As because I'm weak in all my other subjects. I teared a bit when my class didn't have anyone scoring an A for Malay... and I was hoping there would be one. Me. BUT NO. I broke down again after that. Bleh, cried for a few seconds and I stopped. And Shireen just had to say that 'It's no point crying over spilled milk.' And I realised there IS a second chance which is the Nov papers and I was like, 'Oh yah.'

Silly me.

Right, now it's the countdown again for the start of O levels!

54 M O R E DAYS. It's time for me to make or break it.

Currently, it's the Phase 1 of the Preliminary Examinations and when I was doing my Mother Tongue paper, I was just thinking, "What if I fail my Prelims? Parents would definitely 'kill' me, for sureeee."
I was guilty again for not studying. Always guilty and guilty and guilty.

Can someone tell me how do I find the drive to study? I don't know, I wanna do well but I'm lazy. Sigh.

If I had the chance to turn back time, would I? I would. I don't mind if I had to be a Sec 2 student. That bad, you know?

Hopefully, I'll blog another post soon before I go for my Os. Time to work hard and stop being a sloth.

Crybaby

81 more days to the start of Os. Nooooooooo, I just can't take the pressure. It's really taking a toll on me.

I'm left with 2 months. More or less. Giving me roughly about 10 days to study fr each subject.
Had a mini surprise test on Physics Formulas and I got back a filthy 0. I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANY OF THEM AND O'S ARE COMING NEARER.
When I got back the paper, I really wanted to cry............ and scream........... and throw a fit. I really wanted to. I'm worried. It made me ponder. At this rate I'm going, there's a high chance I'm gonna retain or go to ITE. Thinking about it makes me want to cry. Lately, I've been complaining alot and I'm always on the verge of crying. (It sucks.) It just frustrates me even more.

I'm useless. Never good fr anyone. Dumb and stupid. Always disappointing my parents.

I'm never gna make my parents proud.

I'm never gna make it.

Behind every happy face lies a sad heart...? Maybe.

"As she smiled, an amazing thing happened. The rain stopped, the sun broke through the clouds. Flowers bloomed in her footsteps, birds began to sing and the trees burst into blossom all around her."

CC

This is so embarrassing.
Ok... I actually have this HUGE crush on this Malaysian actor. Oh my god, can't believe I'm talking about this. But yes, I thought I should just blog about it or I'll go crazy. Heh, kidding.

So who's the guy I'm talking about? Shaheizy Sam, that's his name.

I love him.

Must. Stop. Being. So. Obsessed.

Popon

Hiiiii, I'm back from the Bandung, Indonesia! So, looking at the blog title, I'm guessing you guys are clueless about it. So Popon is a beautiful female horse that I rode during my trip at Bandung. She's so gorgeous. It was my first time riding a horse, hell yeah I enjoyed the ride. It's not always we get to ride a horse in Singapore. So basically Popon sums up everything I did at Bandung. BEST EXPERIENCE EVER.

I'm not gna say what I did in a systematic way. I'm just gna say what I can remember.

So at Bandung, we went to Kawah Putih, Pasar Baru, Trans Studio, Puncak and A LOT OF FACTORY OUTLETS, including Rumah Mode. I must say, Bandung is a great place to shop only if someone is willing to pay. In my case, no... I didn't have enough money and this makes me so frustrated! I wanted to buy so many things but lack of $$$

Time is also an issue. It's a little rushing. It'll be better if ONLY 2-3 families go together. Not that much commotion. 

I swear, those salesmen are EVERYWHERE. Not only that, they're very persistent in making people buy their items. The first few days, I kinda pity them. But as time goes by, I got used to it. Just refuse and walk away. 

Kawah Putih is located on top of a mountain, so it's so cooling. I like!

So what's there in Kawah Putih? Sulfur. That's all. Just a pool of sulfur. It's interesting, when you think about it. Where did all the sulfur come from? There's no connecting rivers or whatsoever to the sea. Fascinating.

Trans Studios is somewhat similar to Universal Studios Singapore. And it's an indoor theme park so it's very convenient. Not under the hot scorching sun like Singapore. But in terms of rides, Universal Studios is better. But when it comes to location, Trans Studios is the right place. In the afternoon, it got so crowded and you see people lining up at the entrance as if there's free things to be given away. 

Pasar Baru and Factories Outlets are mostly shopping (window shopping for me). Ayah got excited the most and he bought the most stuffs. Of course, it's his money so he can spend it all if he wants.

All I know is, I was more engrossed in getting souvenirs than buying my things. That is how much my friends mean to me. Haha!

The taking off and the landing of the airplane are the most exciting part of taking an airplane. I wouldn't mind taking it again heh.

I rate Bandung 3.5/5. I will definitely recommend people to go to Bandung. Maybe the next time I go to Bandung and Ayah lets me go shopping with his $$$, it will be 5/5 stars next time! ;-)

OH SHIT, SCHOOL'S STARTING SOON, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Bandung, here we come!!!

So, I have nothing to blog about now. But maybe after my vacation in Bandung in a week's time, I have a lot of things to blog about. REALLY EXCITED FR MY TRIP TO BANDUNG YAY.

The exciting part is that I'll be taking an airplane for the first time in my whole 15 years' of my life!! Yeah, it sounds pathetic but oh well. I'm looking forward to it.

The not-so-exciting part is........... MJ. Poor kitty, we will need to leave him at home. He'll be so lonely and that will make me feel so uneasy and guilty. But since my aunt's gna drop by and take care of him, I guess he's gna be okay. :-(

Hopefully, I'll go there with an optimistic mind and return to Singapore with a happy heart. I've read a lot of shopping reviews in Bandung and I can't wait to spend my $$$. I mean, shopping makes me happy. Don't shopping make you all happy? Hehe. Talking about this vacation is making me all giggly and high. I've been waiting for this day since December 2011.

I'll definitely blog about my Bandung trip after I get back to Singapore safely. Ok, have a great night you all.

Prom Night :-)

NOTE: YES, I KNOW IT'S TOO EARLY TO BE TALKING ABOUT PROM. BUT I JUST CAN'T RESIST THE TEMPTATION.

Patience is a virtue. Wait til I get my hands on one of 'em. *-*

I'm just waiting for that day. Really.
BUT I totally don't get it why people don't like the idea of prom in school. I mean isn't it good? It's not that our school hall is aircon-less. (You get the idea.) THAT IS SOMETHING THAT WE SHOULD BE PROUD OF. But of course, in this world, we have people who are never satisfied. Even if you're not happy, you should do something about it, duh. Not complain, complain and complain. 


But if our prom were to be held in a grand place, I wouldn't mind either. But can the entire Sec 4/5 afford it? I bet they'll say it's too "expensive". TYPICAL.

HOPEFULLY THE PROM WON'T GET CUT DUE TO FINANCIAL RESTRAINTS. I'LL BE PISSED.

Note: ***To those who loves to complain*** If you think this prom is pathetic, don't go. Easier. No one's forcing you to go. :-)


&&& I got back my results.................................................... it was disgusting. Not worth talking about, so yeah.

TOMOLO IS IBU'S BIRTHDAY. YAY YAY CANNOT WAIT.
❤ LOVE YOU IBU. ❤

Have a great day everyone! ;-)

Someday.

I will. I'll pursue my ambition.