I'M HERE, I'M HERE!

February has been an emotional month, only because it was the last month of my poly year. And then, that was it. I have to start working and start saving and plan for the future.

I really have no clue on what I want to do and I'm so helpless. I never felt so lost before, all my decisions in the past seemed so easy to make. I really hope I got my mind sorted real soon. I hate feeling this way.

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And April is here! LOL

I've been so lazy (WHAT'S NEW?) ever since the school holidays begun and I've been spamming myself with work so that I can get some $$$

It's pretty bleak the last two months, don't think I did anything special. But seeing so many of my friends going overseas for their solo/group graduation trip is making me green with envy. I'm not one who gets jealous over things/people but this is something else! I'm working really hard the last month and felt that I "overworked" at certain points. Also because I tend to sleep WAY PAST MY BEDTIME (and I'm the kind that sleeps before 1 usually?) And if 1 is considered late, you guys wouldn't believe the time I sleep sometimes. At the end of it all, I know it will be worth every sleepless night and crazy days at work.

I've been delaying (and not even doing) my monthly blog posts because 1) Laziness is a bad habit and 2) Lately I don't get any tinge of inspiration from anywhere which sucks A LOT!!!!

Alright, back to what I've been doing the last few months...

Edit: It's already May! WHAAAAAAAAAAT.......

Fauzi really wanted me to see him in his No.1 before he "ORD", so here I am! These photos are supposed to be a secret and only be uploaded when he's done with NS but of course, I get the exclusive rights to post them here first hehe

I would write a whole chunk of cheesy things for him, but that, can wait. I still have a few weeks to think of something sweet to pair it up with a pic on Instagram.... besides, procrastination and busy me is a big NO-NO. So, I'll take my time, thanks.

Wait for it okay, my Fauziojin.

AHA, I REMEMBERED GOING TO WORK LIKE CRAZY IN MARCH, AFTER EXAMS WERE OVER, ONLY BECAUSE I HAD TO SAVE UP FOR A SHORT TRIP WITH SOME OF THE CBS. but YAY, the trip was a great one....... though I was down with diarrhoea on my first day lol. I wanted to do a vlog (videos are ready) but importing stuff got hard and I was like F*CK IT, I AIN'T GOT TIME FOR THIS. 

Another special day in the last month, because I got invited to my very first birthday party!!!!!! So happy that I get to see MOST of my favourite girls again after so long!!!!!!!!!!! Happiest birthday to one of the CB - Iqra! Love you.

And, finally.... G R A D U A T I O N.............. I honestly don't know what to feel, I was so excited for it and that day went so well. Fauzi got into the auditorium and got to witness every single thing, I was so happy. All my loved ones were there to see me on stage. It's definitely a day that I will etch in my memory, for sure. 

The timing for our session was so late, everyone was rushing off somewhere after the entire ceremony ended like, at 7pm. Because of that, I didn't get to take pictures with so many people. 

Nevertheless, I've had so much fun the last few months, with so many fun and good memories that are gonna stay. Can't wait to see what's in store for me heh

Till then, happy reading! (and I promise that I will TRY to publish monthly if I'm not busy!)

Next stop: Finding a career that I'm passionate about.