Say whatever you want.

Demi is perfect, to me.
I love how her songs has this sense of familiarity with me. Like I can just listen to her all day. On my happy and down days. As I'm listening to her playlist right now, I can't stop thinking how things change fast. Like I'm finally ending my first semester in RP and how Hari Raya is ending soon and how UT 3 is almost done and how my beloved Shireen started dating alr. (I want to cry pls sigh so cute la they two)
Damn, that's fast. We're left with 4 months and BAM! 2014 is coming.

And I really can't wait to see what's in store for me in the future.

And I started to work out 2 days ago and I've been watching the way I'm eating and I'm on a strict diet (no rice and no carbonated drinks and no chocolates and no meat)
It's actually thanks to somebody that I'm doing all this. Running is the best remedy for me right now, been facing a lot of shit lately and I must say running makes me happy and it relieves some of my stress away. At least, when I'm on the mill, it's all about endurance and perseverance. I don't have to care about the world for that bit AND I didn't know working out would be so fun, omg. NO PAIN, NO GAIN. It's not easy, but once I get my desired body, :') :') :') :') :') :') :') :') :') :') :') :') :') :') :')

And ya, back to the personal life,
I believe everything that I'm facing in my life are all learning points that I should take note of and um, make me stronger??? Altho I can't stand guys who is so vulgar towards girls. Calling a girl a 'bitch', 'slut' and 'cheap' just shows how fucked your life is. So screw those kind of guys. Anyways I have amazing people in my life (no doubt about it) and they have been real sweethearts. There are some people that I wished that I could rewind time to spend more time with and some, well, just gtfo from me. I'm pleased to say that I'm really happy with my life because my basic needs are satisfied, I'm happy and all is fine.

'Some' things that I've learnt ;-)

1. Give anyone a listening ear when they need one. 
2. Never fall for sweet talk, bc it's bullshit. 
3. Also, never ruin a relationship.
4. Be a bitch to whoever who deserves to be treated that way. 
5. Single is good. 
6. Never lose sleep for anyone unless they're worth it. 
7. Never let a guy dominate ur life
8. Be mean (at certain point of ur life)
9. Don't bother sending long texts to people who don't appreciate that shit
10. Working out is awesome
11. Never regret a decision
12. Don't give anyone a second or third or fourth chance when they don't deserve it.
13. Don't be stupid over a boy.
14. Never befriend a two-faced fucker
15. Never expect anything.
16. Don't talk to jerks la basically.
17. Never befriend somebody who's so vulgar towards you (because it actually kills you inside)
18. Always be strong.
19. Crying is ok, but too much is stupid.
20. Be mysterious.
21. Don't get involved with people who don't have the same maturity level as you (applicable to some)
22. Being arrogant works sometimes.
23. Just keep quiet when people are screaming at you.
24. Some people just loves to pick a fight over smallest of things (I don't even why???)
25. Just hate me, bc I don't give a shit.

NO 1 RULE : ALWAYS BE HAPPY.

It feel so good to let that out. Fuck yes.

And I realised my mother was right all this while.
You know what they say, "Mother knows best."

With that, I'll see you in my next post :-)