HOLA, 2016

Since I'm back to school, I'm having the time of my life - REALLY. School can be draining BUT I'm always having fun in school. Most classes end at 12.30. WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR?

So, 2 MONTHS ago, my sister got married and it was great (only because I just sat throughout the entire thing without doing anything really LOL)

I had my face done up by a professional, with the thickest of makeup (which I don't mind since it's only for a day) and it feels great. FEELING GREAT = MORE SELFIES

A BIT too much aye? IT'S OKAY, IT'S OKAY.

I ask myself if I would wear this amount of make up ever again  and the answer is - YES. But not soon. 

2 weeks after my sister's wedding, Fauzi's sister got married too WOOOOHOOOO I get to be a part of that too YAY

It's been an eventful November!!! 

Fauzi's birthday came along real soon and I made him a video heehheehheh (the fact that our birthdays are only a week apart, it always stress Fauzi out coz he don't know what to do) This year, we have decided to do a gift exchange, can't wait!)

I love typing away on my laptop, but when I have photos to show, it makes me 100% lazier to type about it HAAHAH oh wellz, let's proceeed to the next highlight which is MY BIRTHDAY.

So my cute precious boy baked me a cake and OMG, it's so goooood.

Celebrated my 19th birthday with my family at JB for the second time and I always have the greatest time with them (although I'm sceptical about it when I stepped out of the house) I guess I will always celebrate my birthday with the family no matter what. But heyyyyy, next year Fauzi will definitely be there cause I'm no longer schooling right heh

Every year, I feel so blessed. No, scratch that. Every minute, I feel so blessed. I cannot wait to see what the future hold, I hope it will be amazing.

If I have a birthday wish to make, is to pray to God to grant good health to my parents, may they be healthy and be happy forever. Amin.

1. Five ways to win your heart ✓

2. Something you feel strongly about ✓

3. A book you love ✓

4. Bullet your whole day (Here's the thing, I do the same thing every day - eat, sleep and just rot in my bed but yea sometimes I work........ that's all)

5. Things you want to say to an ex ✓

6. Your views on mainstream music ✓

7. Five pet peeves ✓

8. What you ate today ✓

9. How important you think education is ✓

10. Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play ✓

11. Your family ✓

12. Five guys whom you find attractive ✓

13. Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it ✓

14. What you wore today  (I find this kinda redundant so I'm not gonna do it)

15. Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality ✓

16. Something you always think "what if" about ✓

17. Something that you're proud of ✓

18. A problem that you have had ✓

19. Five items you lust after ✓

20. Your fears ✓

21. How you hope your future will be like ✓

22. Your academics ✓

23. Something that you miss ✓

24. Five words/phrases that make you laugh ✓

25. Something that you're currently worrying about ✓

26. Things you like and dislike about yourself ✓

27. A quote that you try to live by

28. Somewhere you'd like to move to or visit

29. Five weird things that you like

30. One thing you're excited for

To date, I have a quote that I live by.

"Tough times don't last, tough men do." 

This is a quote that I use often and I think it's useful. With Fauzi, in the camp, I always made sure that Fauzi doesn't give up. Gosh, 2 years are almost up and Fauzi is going to complete his national service. Can't wait for that day to come.

AND SINCE IT'S 2016, HERE COMES THE NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION(S)

1) Graduate and find an amazing job

2) LOSE FATS (LOL, this has been the third time I put this into my new year's resolution but oh well)

3) HAPPY MOMENTS FOREVER, WITH MY LOVED ONES.

4) To get my drivers' license.   

Let's make 2016 amazing!!!!!! Like how the previous years has been. xx

Back to school!

SO, FINALLY I'M BACK TO SCHOOL OFFICIALLY. AND I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.

School makes me feel so grateful that I'm still a student. (Probably a sign that I should continue studying right??? HAHA)

Since it's my last semester in RP, I vow to put in 200% effort in my work. Which paid off so far.
I'm so excited for the upcoming field trips which means PHOTOS PHOTOS PHOTOS. It's also a blessing that Atiqa and Huda is in it with me for the last semester. #cbfriends

AND I'M BACK TO...

CREDITS TO GOOGLE.

Not returning back to the same store when I first started BUT this time nearer to home and Fauzi's camp so OH YESSS. To be honest, I've always wanted to try working in F&B but after much consideration, I CAN'T imagine myself there.

Cotton On was something that I considered too........ and I did indicate my interest to work there again but they replied after Smiggle took me in :-( so sayonara, Cotton On. I shall see you again.

AND IT'S CRAZY LONG SINCE MY LAST POST COZ I'VE BEEN SO LAZY AND PROCRASTINATION TOOK OVER ME. I'M HERE GUYS.

Since it's been awhile since I did this, so let's get started!

1. Five ways to win your heart ✓

2. Something you feel strongly about ✓

3. A book you love ✓

4. Bullet your whole day (Here's the thing, I do the same thing every day - eat, sleep and just rot in my bed but yea sometimes I work........ that's all)

5. Things you want to say to an ex ✓

6. Your views on mainstream music ✓

7. Five pet peeves ✓

8. What you ate today ✓

9. How important you think education is ✓

10. Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play ✓

11. Your family ✓

12. Five guys whom you find attractive ✓

13. Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it ✓

14. What you wore today  (I find this kinda redundant so I'm not gonna do it)

15. Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality ✓

16. Something you always think "what if" about ✓

17. Something that you're proud of ✓

18. A problem that you have had ✓

19. Five items you lust after ✓

20. Your fears ✓

21. How you hope your future will be like ✓

22. Your academics ✓

23. Something that you miss ✓

24. Five words/phrases that make you laugh ✓

25. Something that you're currently worrying about ✓

26. Things you like and dislike about yourself

27. A quote that you try to live by

28. Somewhere you'd like to move to or visit

29. Five weird things that you like

30. One thing you're excited for

I've learnt to love my imperfections (LOL) but I do have those days that I don't feel too good about my skin or my thighs or my butt. But I guess I don't dwell on them for long. Currently, I am a lil concerned about my weight after everyone tells me that I'm fat now :'-) so I guess that's one thing that I don't really like but I am trying to lose some fats that I've gained during internship.

When it comes to things that I like about myself... I'm pretty confident so I guess it's my ability to speak clearly in front of crowds??? I love talking so it's exciting for me. My straight teeth is also something that I'm proud of, I used to have a gap teeth but the gap is closed after those "adult" teeth came along. 

But now, with the invention of braces, everyone can have straight teeth too. So WIN-WIN for everybody!

OKAY, BACK TO WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING THE LAST FEW MONTHS!

Chopped off my crazy ass hair

My girls comin' to my house for a last minute Hari Raya gathering, so happy I get to see them.

Spending quality time with Fauzi's girls when he's away at Taiwan.

To the beach with my Sabibi.

JB with 1/3 of the #cbfriends.

Lately, I've been into colouring and reading - and I really invested a lot of time on it ( but my attention span is the worst HAHAHHAH)

Birthday treat for the best friend.

We actually took the reverse bungy but the video size is too big to upload here :-((((

Actually, there were so many things that I did - but because my laptop's runnin' out of space - I can't transfer my photos on my iPhone to my laptop.

MAYBE, NEXT POST OKAY.

And happy belated 21st monthsary, my cutiepie. I love you!!!

Uninspired

It's that time of the month again (for a new blog post) and I figured I should blog about something since I'm beginning the "Disappearing Act" for the last few months.

After so many many months, I'm back here again - trying so hard not to rant about work, not because it's hard but because there's hardly any action for me to even talk about. I must say, work has been real nice. But it's the same old, same shit thing. I'm getting so sick, I feel so dead. I'm left with few more weeks and it will end. That feels nice. Sure does. Back to school, back to my weekends, back to my Saturdays with Fauzi.

Since it's been awhile since I did this, so let's get started!

1. Five ways to win your heart ✓

2. Something you feel strongly about ✓

3. A book you love ✓

4. Bullet your whole day (Here's the thing, I do the same thing every day - eat, sleep and just rot in my bed but yea sometimes I work........ that's all)

5. Things you want to say to an ex ✓

6. Your views on mainstream music ✓

7. Five pet peeves ✓

8. What you ate today ✓

9. How important you think education is ✓

10. Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play ✓

11. Your family ✓

12. Five guys whom you find attractive ✓

13. Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it ✓

14. What you wore today  (I find this kinda redundant so I'm not gonna do it)

15. Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality ✓

16. Something you always think "what if" about ✓

17. Something that you're proud of ✓

18. A problem that you have had ✓

19. Five items you lust after ✓

20. Your fears ✓

21. How you hope your future will be like ✓

22. Your academics ✓

23. Something that you miss ✓

24. Five words/phrases that make you laugh ✓

25. Something that you're currently worrying about

26. Things you like and dislike about yourself

27. A quote that you try to live by

28. Somewhere you'd like to move to or visit

29. Five weird things that you like

30. One thing you're excited for

Something that you're currently worrying about

INTERNSHIP REPORT. Just the thought of it is making me real lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

but since I'm probably a last minute person, you'll see me panicking real soon when the deadline is coming closer lol

Short and sweet.

ALRIGHT, LET'S REWIND TO THE LAST FEW MONTHS THAT I'VE BEEN MISSING AND LET'S SUMMARIZE MY MONTHS!!!

Mothers' Day at some cafe at Bali Lane, I couldn't remember the name of the cafe lol the food was average, nothing special. I was hungry at that moment so I just ate everything that was offered to me

Cheeky boy

Cheeky boy (Pt. 2) This happens like 95% of the ENTIRE time when I attempt to take a picture of him. So mischievous! 

Y'all should try this! Serious, it's soooooo good!

Celebrating the mother's birthday at JB! This time, the cousins tagged along! (Funny how I didn't take a picture with the birthday girl ermagewd)

To be honest, I don't know what's her full name. Was it Shafika or Syafiqah? Somewhere along the line.............. And hello, my handsome boyfriend hehehe

It was a white tee day with the boyfriend!

A shameless selfie for the road!

WISHING ALL MUSLIMS A BELATED EID MUBARAK and that is my look for the first day! (Thank god for the 4 consecutive days off from internship)

2nd day!!! Was just telling my sisters the other day how we're wearing the same dresses like the Senrose. 

Visiting the maternal's side!

I couldn't raise my legs so I guess this pose was the most extreme I could get with this outfit. :-(

OKAY THAT'S ALL HAHAHAHA LEMME BE HONEST, I'M STILL FEELIN' SO LAZY TO WRITE A DETAILED POST BUT IT'S OKAY. I'm slowly getting there. 

For now, I still have an internship report and solo presentation to worry about (jk I don't) (maybe the last few hours of submissions then I get crazy hyper and suddenly start panicky)

Internship is ending soon YAY

ANDDDDDDDD I just realised something so weirdly funny............. how my social media is so public even stalkers (I think it's just my boyfriend.... but if there are others....) can get so much outta me HAHAHA

Till then, happy stalking! *wink*

So tired

Probably going to be a short post! So busy with internship. I won't deny that I actually look forward to internship but it's almost been a month but I haven't done anything productive. (Okay, if you think taking orders and calling customers is something productive, then sure...) but I can't wait to do much more. Selling laptops is not one of my forté but I want to learn. If the previous interns from our school can earn so much from the commissions they got from selling laptops, I want to do well too. But no, not right now. Currently busy with the online orders so I guess I have to wait a few more months before an opportunity comes up! Till then, I shall just learn discreetly on how to sell a laptop convincingly (and learn the specs of the laptops lol)

HELLO FRINGE

And the return of my baby!!!!!!!!! HE'S FINALLY BACK, I'M SO HAPPY.

AND HIS GRADUATION!!!!

To my precious boyfriend, please know that I am always proud of you, since Day 1!! Strive on, my soldier!!! I love you.

Nothing much for this month... it's all about internship and I probably couldn't find any inspirations to blog about. But I will find something interesting for me to blog about (soon) Till next month! ~

PS: A guy's moodswings is the WORST, I tell you.

PSS: I've got a living proof at work.

PSSS: He's my manager *cries*

PSSSS: Sometimes, I get so scared to go to work because I have a fear of the unknown aka his mood.

Maybe I should get used to this, I can do this. Approximately 5 more months to go!