Uninspired

It's that time of the month again (for a new blog post) and I figured I should blog about something since I'm beginning the "Disappearing Act" for the last few months.

After so many many months, I'm back here again - trying so hard not to rant about work, not because it's hard but because there's hardly any action for me to even talk about. I must say, work has been real nice. But it's the same old, same shit thing. I'm getting so sick, I feel so dead. I'm left with few more weeks and it will end. That feels nice. Sure does. Back to school, back to my weekends, back to my Saturdays with Fauzi.

Since it's been awhile since I did this, so let's get started!

1. Five ways to win your heart ✓

2. Something you feel strongly about ✓

3. A book you love ✓

4. Bullet your whole day (Here's the thing, I do the same thing every day - eat, sleep and just rot in my bed but yea sometimes I work........ that's all)

5. Things you want to say to an ex ✓

6. Your views on mainstream music ✓

7. Five pet peeves ✓

8. What you ate today ✓

9. How important you think education is ✓

10. Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play ✓

11. Your family ✓

12. Five guys whom you find attractive ✓

13. Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it ✓

14. What you wore today  (I find this kinda redundant so I'm not gonna do it)

15. Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality ✓

16. Something you always think "what if" about ✓

17. Something that you're proud of ✓

18. A problem that you have had ✓

19. Five items you lust after ✓

20. Your fears ✓

21. How you hope your future will be like ✓

22. Your academics ✓

23. Something that you miss ✓

24. Five words/phrases that make you laugh ✓

25. Something that you're currently worrying about

26. Things you like and dislike about yourself

27. A quote that you try to live by

28. Somewhere you'd like to move to or visit

29. Five weird things that you like

30. One thing you're excited for

Something that you're currently worrying about

INTERNSHIP REPORT. Just the thought of it is making me real lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

but since I'm probably a last minute person, you'll see me panicking real soon when the deadline is coming closer lol

Short and sweet.

ALRIGHT, LET'S REWIND TO THE LAST FEW MONTHS THAT I'VE BEEN MISSING AND LET'S SUMMARIZE MY MONTHS!!!

Mothers' Day at some cafe at Bali Lane, I couldn't remember the name of the cafe lol the food was average, nothing special. I was hungry at that moment so I just ate everything that was offered to me

Cheeky boy

Cheeky boy (Pt. 2) This happens like 95% of the ENTIRE time when I attempt to take a picture of him. So mischievous! 

Y'all should try this! Serious, it's soooooo good!

Celebrating the mother's birthday at JB! This time, the cousins tagged along! (Funny how I didn't take a picture with the birthday girl ermagewd)

To be honest, I don't know what's her full name. Was it Shafika or Syafiqah? Somewhere along the line.............. And hello, my handsome boyfriend hehehe

It was a white tee day with the boyfriend!

A shameless selfie for the road!

WISHING ALL MUSLIMS A BELATED EID MUBARAK and that is my look for the first day! (Thank god for the 4 consecutive days off from internship)

2nd day!!! Was just telling my sisters the other day how we're wearing the same dresses like the Senrose. 

Visiting the maternal's side!

I couldn't raise my legs so I guess this pose was the most extreme I could get with this outfit. :-(

OKAY THAT'S ALL HAHAHAHA LEMME BE HONEST, I'M STILL FEELIN' SO LAZY TO WRITE A DETAILED POST BUT IT'S OKAY. I'm slowly getting there. 

For now, I still have an internship report and solo presentation to worry about (jk I don't) (maybe the last few hours of submissions then I get crazy hyper and suddenly start panicky)

Internship is ending soon YAY

ANDDDDDDDD I just realised something so weirdly funny............. how my social media is so public even stalkers (I think it's just my boyfriend.... but if there are others....) can get so much outta me HAHAHA

Till then, happy stalking! *wink*

So tired

Probably going to be a short post! So busy with internship. I won't deny that I actually look forward to internship but it's almost been a month but I haven't done anything productive. (Okay, if you think taking orders and calling customers is something productive, then sure...) but I can't wait to do much more. Selling laptops is not one of my forté but I want to learn. If the previous interns from our school can earn so much from the commissions they got from selling laptops, I want to do well too. But no, not right now. Currently busy with the online orders so I guess I have to wait a few more months before an opportunity comes up! Till then, I shall just learn discreetly on how to sell a laptop convincingly (and learn the specs of the laptops lol)

HELLO FRINGE

And the return of my baby!!!!!!!!! HE'S FINALLY BACK, I'M SO HAPPY.

AND HIS GRADUATION!!!!

To my precious boyfriend, please know that I am always proud of you, since Day 1!! Strive on, my soldier!!! I love you.

Nothing much for this month... it's all about internship and I probably couldn't find any inspirations to blog about. But I will find something interesting for me to blog about (soon) Till next month! ~

PS: A guy's moodswings is the WORST, I tell you.

PSS: I've got a living proof at work.

PSSS: He's my manager *cries*

PSSSS: Sometimes, I get so scared to go to work because I have a fear of the unknown aka his mood.

Maybe I should get used to this, I can do this. Approximately 5 more months to go!

FABULOUS FEBRUARY

This month has been amazing, did/finished/accomplished(?) a lot of things and I already can't wait for next month!

First up, our Entrepreneurship trade show. HAHA my team were probably the slackiest one in the class and we tend to do things last minute... but heyyyyyy, we still managed to put up a good show (Hah, not me. I got so nervous I forgot words that I was going to say) IT'S ALL OVER, THANK GOD. 13 WEEKS OF PLANNING. But, to say the least, we had fun. Every week. There's never a Wednesday that we won't laugh out loud because of someone's comment or just because something was funny. We are lazy but committed. (Is that even possible? Hahahaha) 

I love this group.

FIELD TRIPS ON THE 2ND LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE FIELD TRIPS - THIS SIMPLY MEANS THAT I CAN DRESS UP FOR SCHOOL.

So, after one of the field trip, me and some others head down to Eat, Play, Love and had some delish desserts (at least mine was) The ambience is amazing. Very oldie, kinda brings back some childhood memories. 

Last day of school!!!! Not the full strength tho :-(

Probably the first and last picture that I have taken with Shini for the semester HAHAAHAHHA

SAYONARA Y2S2, AND HELLO INTERN.

Picnic day on CNY with Fauzi's family! I had so much fun preparing Kway Teow Goreng. It makes me wanna start whipping dishes and start cooking and baking. I LOVE BEING IN THE KITCHEN AND STIRRING A PAN AND CUTTING PRAWNS AND SPRING ONIONS. I REALLY LOVE IT. The day went amazing, went cycling (not the best at cycling and I had bad experiences with bicycles) I was so afraid I might crash with selfish people who dash across the cycling road and leave me so nervous. I don't understand how anyone can take their hand(s) off the handles. HOW IN THE WORLD? It already scares the shit outta me when I lift my hand off the handle to adjust my hair for a few secs. But oh well. Remind me to never ride bicycles in a crowded area ever again. And after that, we went to Changi Village to buy some cakes and head down to Kallang Wave shopping mall(?) but 90% of the shops were closed so we just walk aimlessly and sat outside to a very beautiful view of the high buildings. Ended the day with supper at a restaurant with a lot of laughters and a full stomach. Can't wait to go out again with them soon!

And the day where Fauzi had to fly off to Thailand :-( We came in full strength to send the manja boy off. Everything was fine at first but when one start crying, I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. I'll see you real soon okay and happy advanced monthsary, my precious. I miss you so much.

Belated birthday treat from Shireen! A very late one but still happy that I get to sit down and spend some time with her over dinner and talk about our secondary school days. There is never a time that we won't laugh. Not to mention, it's been 7 years since we met!!!!! She still got the cheeks to ask how she managed to endure me. Ha ha, nice try Shireen Diyana. We both know who loves to create dramas in school hahahahahahah *cough* not the ex-chairperson *cough again* not the student councillor too. So make some assumptions, would you? :')

Went to eat Japanese and I couldn't help but feel guilty eating so much. All I was thinking was how many calories I had to burn LOL but it's okay, I'll do something.

1. Five ways to win your heart ✓

2. Something you feel strongly about ✓

3. A book you love ✓

4. Bullet your whole day (Here's the thing, I do the same thing every day - eat, sleep and just rot in my bed but yea sometimes I work........ that's all)

5. Things you want to say to an ex ✓

6. Your views on mainstream music ✓

7. Five pet peeves ✓

8. What you ate today ✓

9. How important you think education is ✓

10. Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play ✓

11. Your family ✓

12. Five guys whom you find attractive ✓

13. Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it ✓

14. What you wore today (I find this kinda redundant so I'm not gonna do it)

15. Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality ✓

16. Something you always think "what if" about ✓

17. Something that you're proud of ✓

18. A problem that you have had ✓

19. Five items you lust after ✓

20. Your fears ✓

21. How you hope your future will be like ✓

22. Your academics ✓

23. Something that you miss ✓

24. Five words/phrases that make you laugh

25. Something that you're currently worrying about

26. Things you like and dislike about yourself

27. A quote that you try to live by

28. Somewhere you'd like to move to or visit

29. Five weird things that you like

30. One thing you're excited for

Five words/phrases that make you laugh

1) Tengik. I don't know why I think this word is funny. The way a person say it can make me laugh for at least a min (no kidding) Also, because it sounds so gross. TENGIK TENGIK TENGIK. It's a Malay word for smelly so yeah.

2) Sini, sini. (Come here, come here) Fauzi always use this to "start a fight" with me. Like, he'll put his head on my head and start chanting those words. Back when I was younger, whenever I get into trouble at home, my parents will be the first to use those words to punish me and it scares the shit outta me but now, it's just an attempt for Fauzi to get fierce but not really fierce to me coz I find it adorable and it's not scary at all.

3) Tahi lalat (mole). THIS WORD CRACKS ME UP. The video shows everything.

4) WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOUR EYES AH? I shouldn't be laughing at this but yeah, it's an inside joke. SUCH A MEAN THING FOR ME TO LAUGH AT BUT I CAN'T. Okay, I'm sorry.

5) Whenever someone adds an S behind a word to make it sound plural but it's grammatically wrong.

I realised how it's actually Malay words that cracks me up. I think it's a good thing actually?

AND I FINALLY MANAGED TO POST THIS ON TIME. SO EXCITED FOR INTERN TO START. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Till next time!

I miss my Fauzi.

Mundane January

Honestly, this month has been a bore. BUT I guess I do have moments that I enjoy so let's see!

So, at the start of the month, a few days after the New Year, I contracted with HFMD and it was definitely an experience that I will never forget lol. If you guys know, the symptoms of HFMD can be very serious.

• fever.
• sore throat.
• ulcers in the throat, mouth and tongue.
• headache.
• rash with vesicles (small blisters 3-7 mm) on hands, feet and diaper area. ...
• loss of appetite.
• vomiting and/or diarrhoea.

The only symptom I got was rashes on my hands and feets (heh, lucky me!) so when I got to the doctor, I automatically got 10 days of MC!!!!!!!! Woohoo. I had mixed feelings coz I didn't wanted to skip school :-( I told myself that staying at home would be nice since I can wake up late and rot on my bed all day. BUT I WAS COMPLETELY WRONG. I bore myself so much. I was dying to go out every day. (I wasn't supposed to go out coz it was contagious but I still did) By the 3rd day, all my rashes subside and I was pretty fit.

But I still went out with my precious boy when I'm supposed to be at home "resting" HAH

We finally went out and spent the night with good company and a sweet treat.

And I guess that's all! HHAAHAHAH nothing much :-/

1. Five ways to win your heart ✓

2. Something you feel strongly about ✓

3. A book you love ✓

4. Bullet your whole day (Here's the thing, I do the same thing every day - eat, sleep and just rot in my bed but yea sometimes I work........ that's all)

5. Things you want to say to an ex ✓

6. Your views on mainstream music ✓

7. Five pet peeves ✓

8. What you ate today ✓

9. How important you think education is ✓

10. Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play ✓

11. Your family ✓

12. Five guys whom you find attractive ✓

13. Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it ✓

14. What you wore today (I find this kinda redundant so I'm not gonna do it)

15. Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality ✓

16. Something you always think "what if" about ✓

17. Something that you're proud of ✓

18. A problem that you have had ✓

19. Five items you lust after ✓

20. Your fears ✓

21. How you hope your future will be like ✓

22. Your academics

23. Something that you miss

24. Five words/phrases that make you laugh

25. Something that you're currently worrying about

26. Things you like and dislike about yourself

27. A quote that you try to live by

28. Somewhere you'd like to move to or visit

29. Five weird things that you like

30. One thing you're excited for

Your academics

Well......... I strive to do my best. My grades are okay although there is definitely room for improvement. At this point, I just want to graduate well and I'm able to find a decent job.

Something that you miss

It's not something that I miss but I seriously(!) miss my Fauzi. I hate it when he needs to go off somewhere for the entire day or two or more than that and all I'm left with is, a restless soul :-( somebody, please bring back the boy for me. I need him. :-(((((((((((((((((

AND I'M TOTALLY LATE AGAIN FOR JAN'S POST. MAYBE NEXT TIME, I SHOULD PROBABLY DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY SENSE OF PUNCTUALITY WHEN IT COMES TO POSTING. (maybe) ((HEHE))