I'm so detached and distant and cold at times, but I swear if you spark my interest, I can become so clingy and you'll become so important to me and I will put so much of my time and effort towards you. But then you'll get tired of me.

Source: weeeenhi

"According to Greek Mythology, humans were originally created with 4 arms, 4 legs, and a head with 2 faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves."

I'll blog very soon.

Busy.

Oh my goodness, it's been ages since I last blogged. But not to worry, I'm back. (for a little while)
So if you guys know, I actually got myself a part time job at Cotton On. And omg, the people over there ARE wonderful and I love them so very much. I never thought I could actually POSSIBLY make any friends there cos' the fact that they wouldn't care about a noob, like me. But no. They cared. My manager is kinda scary but I know she's someone who's fun to joke around with. Nevertheless, working in Cotton On taught me one thing. SPEED IS EVERYTHING. EVERY. SINGLE. THING. A sloth would never make it in Cotton On. But to be honest, I love working there. I love love love love love love it.

Here's another thing that I'm so excited to tell you guys!

What are those? These are actually clip on extensions that I'm gonna preorder and it's prolly gonna reach at 07/01.

So those are the colours that I've decided... it's kinda pricey but oh well. It's worth it. 

Yep, I blog very soon when nobody's at home (provided I'm not working on that day).

See you soon xx!

Messy

HI THERE, I'M BACK! *applause*

Finally, I have my desired free time. Os are over (since last week) and I've been going out eva since. Today is the only day that I'm not going anywhere. After today, I have to go fr my job training and then camps organized by the polytechnics. I'm so psyched and I can't wait to share my experiences with you guys soon.

So basically, I'm gna try to combine everything I've been dying to rant and share about here so yea, bear with me.

1st: PROM
I've bought my prom dress at such an affordable price and it's totally not what I actually expected it to be. Yes, in a good way. It's a beautiful red with some jewels around the chest/bust area. I wanted to get the black one but people said I look good in red. So I'm hoping that I'm gonna look good in it. I bought a cute pair of stilettos at Far East Plaza and hopefully it actually matches my dress. Nothing's worser that unmatching dress and shoes. It would definitely be the worst DAY ever. Right now, I just gotta get my contact lenses and I'm 80% done. Oh, and my hair! I have some ideas on how I want my hair to be and I'm gonna share it with you guys.

The only thing that I was kinda afraid of is that my hair won't turn out like how I wanted it to be. You see, my hair's short and I have curls so it may turn out into something disastrous. I really want my prom to be perfect, that's the last moments I get to spend with my secondary school mates. It's alr sad that Shireen won't be coming to prom cos she's going to Europe. That lucky bitch. :-(

If you've been reading my blog since start, you should know that I spent a lot of time talking about prom. This just shows how badly I WANT IT. The date's drawing nearer and I'm gna prepare myself.

2nd: FOOD

WHAT IS UP WITH ME AND FOOD? Like I just kept on eating and eating. Especially with prom coming up, I can't afford to gain weight. I still have to lose my weight and tone my flabby arms, ugh. NO MORE FOOD, SELF. NO MORE JUNK FOOD. NO MORE CHOCOLATES. NO MORE LATE-NIGHT SNACKS. Thank god we have a Kinect now, I'm really depending on it to help me lose all this fatssss.

3rd: A JOB

'Not bad for a 15 years old kid, huh?' Well, technically I'm 16 this year, just that I haven't turned 16 yet. I'm a December baby. So I went for a job interview at Scape last week and I got the part-time job at C.O. ;-)

Hurray! Can't ALWAYS sit at home and just rot there. Girl gotta find $$$ to shop. I'm going fr my training tomorrow and I can't wait to start working in a few days' time. Weeeeeee

If you're reading this, I still hope you'll notice me. 

One More.

- Impromptu post -

But really, this WILL be the last (and short) post before I really go for Os.

But before that, here's some bad news; Failed my Prelims real bad.

I am truly upset about my performance. I'm really worried about the upcoming Os. I don't know whether I can get good results. I just want to make my parents proud and not disappoint them. 6 MORE DAYS 2 Os, guys, time really flies. I want to be able to look back at this post after getting my results and know that I did my best and get to the course I want.

Ok enough of the negativity in my head, here's some goooooooooooooooooooooooood news!

PROM IS GONNA HAPPEN!

I have some ideas on how I want my dress to be. 

1) BLACK, IT'S A MUST.

2) Long Dress FTW!

3) Lace, baby!

4) Vintage.

I know it's impossible to get dresses like this in Singapore. Even if I do, it has to be tailored-made or something. Going out with le friends after Os. Gonna buy my dress and shoes. Finally some shopping after months of stressing, (Ok, I'm not someone who stresses a lot, but yeah I'm trying to blend in LOL) YAY!

Okay, I see you guys soon! Stay tuned! Sayonara and wish me luck in Os!

Stay tuned.

YES THIS WILL BE MY LAST POST BEFORE I GO FOR MY OS.
But I'll be back. (Lol, still a month to go.)

34 MORE DAYS 34 MORE DAYS. Oh my god, I can't breathe right now.
Preliminary Examinations are gonna end soon and I know I didn't do well for it. Whatever, it's hard like ladhghvuraygjkq. It would be so much easier if I had studied.......... but I didn't. POA was a killer. Getting a 50/100 would already make me happy. But I can just feel it in my guts, I'm gna flunk this paper bad. Real bad. Okay, enough with my sad life.

I'm gonna show you a pic of myself taken like years ago. Looking at that picture, it's just crazy how I grew up so fast. I wanna be a kid, again.

Yes, that's me! I'm not really sure which year this photo was taken. Probably 10 at that time. Just look at me now. It's the opposite of who I used to be. I miss being innocent. I miss my hair. I miss my flawless skin. I miss my pajamas. I miss my double decker bed. I miss every SINGLE thing. :-(

It's actually true when people said that when we're kids, we want to be older. But being 16 this year, I think I prefer being a kid, y'know? It's stress-free and I don't have to worry about anything.

Don't get me wrong, I loooooove being a teenager, it's just that...... sometimes it gets tiring. I want to enjoy life but I don't think I'm able to, in Singapore. STUDY THEN WORK THEN RETIRE THEN DIE. That's basically what Singapore is. You have no idea how much I wanna travel all around the world and just relax.

Before I go for my Os, I thought I share some stuff about myself. :-)

AHA YES I'M A SAGGITARIUS AND I'M HAPPY I'M ONE. credits to: zodiacchic

I talk A LOT but there are things that I just can't share with everyone. So having h2h talks are actually pretty useless to me and it makes me cringe. I am a puzzle, you can say that. When it's time for me to open up, I will, someday. But right now, I just love to keep to myself. I may look like I don't care and talk a lot but I notice every single thing that's going on around me.

If you realise, this is prolly the longest post I've ever done. It's because I'll be gone for so long and I want you guys to be really updated, heheheehhehe.

Stay tuned, lovelies. *blow kisses*