Gonna be a great month!

So, on the first of November, my Kakak #1 got engaged! Definitely one of the biggest highlight in the Abdullah's Family. SUCH A BUSY DAY FOR US. I was running here and there, most of the time. But yay, everything went well. It's great!!!!

We had a short photoshoot at our void deck and I can't wait to see the outcome!! I got complimented by the mak andam and I was kinda shy about it but heh, I was damn thankful hehehehe. Something I've learnt from this...................... I don't think I would get into this process. I'm just going to get married straight away. A LOT OF TIME AND EFFORT IS NEEDED FOR THIS, NOT FORGETTING THE AMOUNT OF $$$ IS USED FOR JUST THIS ENGAGEMENT. But........ if I decide to get engaged, I'll make sure I'll get two helpers to help my mom. I swear. My mom had to cook, serve and clean and it's really taking up her energy. Okay, I really love the dress that I wore during her engagement, it's simple but it's so pretty!! 

Congrats, Kakak #1! I love you!

So, one of the Saturdays, Fauzi and I went to our neighbour next door, JB! Our first time there together and I must say, it feels really great when you get to spend a day with your love. But the bus waiting time to Malaysia pisses me off. I can't. But anyway, since we're already in Malaysia, we decided to watch a Malay movie (which was "total bullshit" said the boy) and we get to eat Kenny Rogers, Baskin-Robbins and I GET TO EAT MY SUSHI. I feel like I'm the happiest girl in the whole wide world. Before we head back to SG, we bought like 2 dozen of donuts home!!! Something funny happened at J.CO coz there was this communication barrier between the salesperson and the two of us, it was silly hahahaha and we spent lesser than SGD $100, I know this is considered as cheap to many couples out there..... but I still think it's still expensive. A date with Fauzi at SG can only cost me lesser than $50 (Yes, for the both of us) and yeah, call me a cheapskate, I don't care. As a whole, my day with Fauzi is always fun because being with him makes me happy and that's what really matters.

So much love for my Fauzi!

Food over a picture anytime!

So, one of the Saturdays, I get to dress up for my cousin's wedding and it was an amazing day. So many laughter in one day. I must say, I felt good on the day. That's because I get to dress up for a wedding (not always)

Phototaking session with Shaf during break time (no presentation for that week!)

And I finally get to the Arts Museum with my favourite boy. I actually enjoyed myself. But Fauzi ain't a big fan of museums so meh. I think it's a nice place to go for couples that enjoys looking at different kind of art. We didn't really do much that day, we walked a lot and spent our time, doing nothing. BUT WE ENDED our day with some delish waffles at Marble Slab. So much love for ice cream!

 Shoutout to Eloys coz I think we look super duper cute here!

BLACK BLACK BLACK FRIDAY WITH THE GIRLS. LOVE THIS DAY, COZ EVERYONE'S WEARING BLACK.

and finally!!!!!!! FAUZI'S 21ST!

GROW, HAIR, GROW!

SO CUTE, SO CUTE.

I would say that everything went well. From delivering cake in a jar to his house to waiting for him to get ready (he takes a LONGGG time to get ready but it's okay. It's his birthday so I shall let this pass.) FINALLY, OUR DAY STARTED. Sushi sets, chicken rice, chips and chocolate for a picnic at Marina Barrage. It was scorching hot when we get there, which is good. So, we had a good time (despite this school girl looking at my Fauziojin 50% of the entire time we're at Marina Barrage) I would throw a punch to her AHAHAHAHAAH just kidding. I wouldn't do that. Usually, Fauzi would go "Eh, that girl keeps looking here." and my response to his reply would always be, "Where?"/ "Oh really? Don't need care la." / "Let her look." Pass me the best girlfriend award please. ANYWAYS, back to Fauzi's special day... so the dark clouds came so we had to find for the nearest shelter and then continue eating our chicken rice. FOOD FOR LIFE. So, when we were heading to town from Marina Barrage, we came across a tabby cat and thank god we had leftover chicken (it was a big portion) for Agua (we named the tabby) for his dinner! It's his lucky day! We get to watch Mockingjay, it was great. BUT we were sitting RIGHT at the front. Imagine looking up at the screen for 2 freakin' hours. Fauzi, on the other hand, was restless and had a few naps here and there in the cinema. He woke up, so confused, not knowing what happened. It was actually damn cute. And just like that, our day ended with him sending me home. It was a good day. 

If you're reading this, Fauzi (I know you are), I love you and I hope you love your birthday celebration. You're amazing. Thank you for everything!

1. Five ways to win your heart ✓
2. Something you feel strongly about ✓
3. A book you love ✓
4. Bullet your whole day (Here's the thing, I do the same thing every day - eat, sleep and just rot in my bed but yea sometimes I work........ that's all)
5. Things you want to say to an ex ✓
6. Your views on mainstream music ✓
7. Five pet peeves ✓
8. What you ate today ✓
9. How important you think education is ✓
10. Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play ✓
11. Your family ✓
12. Five guys whom you find attractive ✓
13. Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it ✓
14. What you wore today  (I find this kinda redundant so I'm not gonna do it)
15. Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality ✓
16. Something you always think "what if" about
17. Something that you're proud of
18. A problem that you have had
19. Five items you lust after
20. Your fears
21. How you hope your future will be like
22. Your academics
23. Something that you miss
24. Five words/phrases that make you laugh
25. Something that you're currently worrying about
26. Things you like and dislike about yourself
27. A quote that you try to live by
28. Somewhere you'd like to move to or visit
29. Five weird things that you like
30. One thing you're excited for

Something you always think "What if" about

A lot, actually. "What if I fail my UTs? "What if I got no money?" "What if my dad's gonna kill me?" "What if I can't finish my work on time?" There's a lot more and I don't want to list all of them down. Some are just nonsensical shit and some are just too personal for me to say it. I worry a lot actually. Even waking up to school and going to school can be one cause of worry for me. I panic a lot. So, a lot of "What ifs"in my mind... 

Something you're proud of

I'm proud of my................. *thinks hard* I honestly don't know what I'm proud of. :-( Don't think I achieved anything that is worthy (in academics or anything related to school and grades) Which sucks actually. But then, if you know how nonsensical and crazy I can get then I'm proud of my loud burp and my insane speed when it comes to eating and I'm proud at the amount of food I can eat. Like I can eat Ban Mian, takoyaki, chicken rice, glazed donut. EVERYTHING. No leftovers at all. I'm also proud of my talking skills (AHA, this is something good to me) I mean, when there's a handful of people that complimented the way you talk, I think it's a good thing right heeheh. I like the way I am, I guess that's something that I'm really proud of. I'm proud of my laptop, my cats, my girls, my boyfriend and my family. I find myself proud of almost everything that belongs to me. Hehehe, one can never stop be proud of something that we truly love.

A problem that you have had

Errr, I don't really know. I guess..... my problem would be not wanting to study for my UTs and therefore, not really doing well and I guess that will impose a problem to me??? Is that considered as a problem? I think that's all. I don't think I have many problems in my life and I guess I'm lovin' it? *awkward laugh* woohoo

I guess that's all. December is here and I'm so so excited to see what's in store for me this month!!!

AND YES, THIS POST WAS SUPPOSED TO BE OUT YESTERDAY BUT I GOT LAZY AND I DIDN'T WANTED TO POST IT. SO YES, HERE'S ANOTHER LATE POST. AND YAY, DECEMBER IS HERE. FAVOURITE MONTH, BABYYYYYY!

Major Change

AND THE MONTH OF OCTOBER FALLS UPON US. (not really coz November is comin' and it means somebody's birthday is coming!)

So much things have happened this month. From Fauzi's POP to me leaving my very first job at Cotton On. :-( so sad, so sad. :-((((

So let's begin!!!!!

So earlier this month, I went to Fauzi's POP at the floating platform at Marina Bay and I couldn't be more than happy to be there. It was my first time going there and of course, I was super curious about everything. So, their marching song came on (the starting song in Ah Boys to Men) and they were marching to the platform and I swore, every spectator, they were really trying' to spot their sons/friends on the platform. Even me. But Fauzi's company was right at the corner so it was kinda far away. So after they gave out awards to the best recruits and a speech by a guy(?) whom I forgot his name, but yeah. Then they marched out for a short while to get ready for the re-entry, there's a marching band from the SAF and they played Nobody - Wonder Girls and Rolling in the Deep - Adele (THANK GOD IT WASN'T SOME BORING ASS MUSIC, IT WILL BORE EVERYONE TO DEATH)

And then once it's over, it's the moment all recruits have been waiting for!!!! The re-entry, the BMT roar and the throwing of their jockey cap. I was so silly coz I didn't get to spot Fauzi in the sea of green men and I was looking at a Fauzi look-a-like at that time so yeah, it was..... stupid.... of me...... to look at the wrong person....... but it's okay!!!! COZ AFTER THE THROWING OF THEIR CAPS, I FINALLY SAW MY FAUZI. He didn't even realised I was there but when he looked again and saw me in the crowd, he gave the most biggest wave and smile and it makes my heart flutter. Such a cutie. So after his company exited towards the Helix Bridge, we finally can go down to see the boysssssss. So happy to see him, still got the butterflies whenever I see him.

Since Fauzi had a one week block leave, I spent most of my last kopek school holidays with my precious boy. We went to the SEA Aquarium!!!!!! 

So cute, so cute, so cute. I WANNA SQUISH HIM.

Oh, and we went to Koh Nangkam for our early dinner and OMG THE GREEN CURRY THERE IS THE BEST. When I think about their green curry.......... I wanna eat there soon soon soon. This place would be one of our favourite places to go. The food is amazing, very "secluded" from the bustling and hustling of Bugis. Also, Fauzi had a 'realization' in the number "3" and he was like, "Confirm Sergeant" (and guess what, he was selected for the Sergeant course.) I had so much fun with Fauzi every single time we're out. Always. We could be just sitting down and do nothing but I love it. I enjoy his company. I love being next to him. Makes me so happy when I get to spend time with him.

I never thought this day would come so soon.............. me leaving Cotton On. It saddens me, It's like, Cotton On has been a part of me ever since Dec 2012 and now that I'm leaving, a part of me just dies. It's crazy. All the memories I had there were all wonderful (although there's drama here and there but all of us enjoyed ourselves working there.) But hey, I guess leaving is not a bad thing. I actually got a new job HAHA (that I will disclose some other time) I'm glad I get to work with the people I worked with. Those ex colleagues and the current ones. I'm glad to met so many people who've been through everything with me. Going home at 5 am and then going to USS the very next day, rack up till 3/4 am and eating McDonalds right in front of the store. These memories..... I know I won't get to experience it again but oh well. I feel blessed. Talking about this gives me these tingling feeling but it's a good one. I will miss #7910. Forever and always. Maybe, I'll be back.

And that marks my last day at Cotton On. While I was digging out all these photos from my laptop, it feels so bittersweet. I had so much fun at work, it wasn't tiring at all. When I think about it, I had really wacky hairstyles all the way from 2012 and I change my hairstyle a lot HAHAHAHAHAH sometimes I wished I could turn back the time and re-live those moments again and you know, choose my decisions well. But I'm glad of the choices I've made today so I guess, I can say, #noragrets.

And I guess, that's all from employee no. 227228 (ANOTHER REASON WHY I DIDN'T WANTED TO LEAVE WAS BECAUSE OF MY AWESOME EMPLOYEE NUMBER)

And I almost forgot to do these hahaaahhaa, 

1. Five ways to win your heart ✓
2. Something you feel strongly about ✓
3. A book you love ✓
4. Bullet your whole day (Here's the thing, I do the same thing every day - eat, sleep and just rot in my bed but yea sometimes I work........ that's all)
5. Things you want to say to an ex ✓
6. Your views on mainstream music ✓
7. Five pet peeves ✓
8. What you ate today ✓
9. How important you think education is ✓
10. Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play ✓
11. Your family ✓
12. Five guys whom you find attractive ✓
13. Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it
14. What you wore today  (I find this kinda redundant so I'm not gonna do it)
15. Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality
16. Something you always think "what if" about
17. Something that you're proud of
18. A problem that you have had
19. Five items you lust after
20. Your fears
21. How you hope your future will be like
22. Your academics
23. Something that you miss
24. Five words/phrases that make you laugh
25. Something that you're currently worrying about
26. Things you like and dislike about yourself
27. A quote that you try to live by
28. Somewhere you'd like to move to or visit
29. Five weird things that you like
30. One thing you're excited for

- Opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it -

I don't really pay so much attention to my own body but if I have to pinpoint something that I'm not really a big fan of my own body, it definitely would be my THUNDER THIGHS. It's so effin' annoying when it comes to wearing pants and jeans (especially skinny) my thighs looks like two extra large hotdogs. Not good at all. But hey, I tried to change this "insecurity" of mine to wearing pencil skirts and midi skirts and maxi skirts and guess what, it compliments my body shape. So, I guess it's all about finding the right clothes to fit your own body size and I've found mine. I love midi and bodycon dresses, I can wear them everyday and they actually make me feel confident about myself.

And my legs are actually a bit longer and my torso's kinda short so yeah..... BUT I found a way to cover that up, hahahaha, high waisted jeans and crop tops are the shit. (Thank god for crop tops, I love love love love crop tops) And I'm not bragging about the part that my legs are longer blah blah blah okay! :-( A LOT of people noticed this, but I have......... a short.......... torso....... imagine if my torso were normal, I could have grew so much more HAHAHAH but I'm happy with my height so I'm gooddddd! Overall, I'm happy with the way my body looks (I should consider losing some weight hah) and I feel good. So, all is well. Everybody has flaws, just flaunt them and be confident and everything will be okay!

- Zodiac/Horoscope and if you think it fits your personality -

I used to GO CRAZY over horoscope reading. Especially, in magazines, they have a page just for horoscope (and I was gullible when I was younger....... so I believed every single thing they stated.) To be honest, I still think that some traits of a Saggitarius do have something in common with myself so I'm just gonna state some that I think that's "me"

• They are open-mined and not overly sensitive, and therefore, when criticised, they listen to the feedback carefully, evaluate the comments, make some notes in their minds and try to bring changes if they think are needed. They always want to better themselves.
• The Sagittarius women live in the present moment and would not like to be in situations where they have to compromise on their freedom. They would like to be independent, both financially and emotionally.
• The Sagittarius women want to rush everything through immediately, and hence, their anger flare up even over minor hurdles and temporary delays. Their restlessness, in excess, can cost them dearly at times.

http://www.ganeshaspeaks.com/sagittarius/sagittarius-women.action

Enthusiastic and Happy

Those with the sun sign Sagittarius often appear enthusiastic and happy; that's because they usually are. Unless otherwise afflicted in the chart, these friendly ladies tend to be happy to meet, greet and interact with others on a social level.

http://horoscopes.lovetoknow.com/Sagittarius_Woman

Cool, huh? I always have this happy-go-lucky personality so I always believed in this point. From the very beginning. I'm rarely sad and you can probably hear the goofy Syahirah every day. My laugh's kinda deep BUT it's okay. I love to meet new people, I love talking. When it comes to criticism. I do listen...... and I try my best to better myself. (except when I'm getting criticism from Fauzi, HAHAHAHAAH) and I'm a rusher, I rush my way through everything. I do things fast. Even walking. I'm ALWAYS punctual and I take punctuality as something important (Fauzi is usually the late one, don't deny.) Do I get angry when people are late? I do but once everyone is present, I'm back to the happy-go-lucky girl. So, yes, I actually agree to some.

It's a very lengthy post this month coz I have so much to say hehe, till next time guyssssssss