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I'm officially done. I'm just gonna let go.I like how I am now. Distant and cold and alone (towards you)
I don't care.
I don't need anybody.
I don't see the need of it.
Yeah, what was I thinking?
Thank you for showing how much of a jerk a person can be. How can you just carelessly go around fucking people's feelings? I feel sorry for you.
My walls are up, doors locked - once again. Firmer and stronger. I won't let just anyone in.
You proved me wrong.
This is me, politely telling you to back away from me. :-)
Ok, enough with the sob story. This will be last, no more talking shit about this anymore.
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So, I had the one of the bestest day with the girls at town yesterday. We were suppose to shop for formal clothing but yeah it turned out to be a camwhore session in the (most prettiest) washroom eva 50% of the time.
Pictures speaks a thousand words right? Hehehe. Sums up my Sunday. Gotta love these girls.
It's crazy how comfortable I can get when I'm with them. Basically, I'm so happy when I'm with them.
And how Ardilla has a hawk eye, she spots everything perfectly. From a skirt to laptop stickers, she always finds the prettiest ones. She's probably the tallest 17 years old girl I have ever communicated with. Then we have Ain - perfect body (hour glass body ok) and everything she wears looks so good. Blessed body, I say. WE THREE ARE THE 17 YEARS OLD KIDS. Then we have the flirty Amirah with beautiful curly hair and she brightens up everybody's day. Best hugs and kisses are always from her. Then we have the shorty, Zakiah. Her laugh is -omg- contagious as hell. Laughing is like her hobby or something. Hahahahah, nevertheless, they're perfect to me and I wouldn't trade any other girls for them. I'm glad I met them and I swear they make my Y1S1 very memorable. Loveeeeee them to the moon and back. ♥♥♥♥
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I can't wait for my school holidays to come. I'll spam work everyday, all day. Keep myself occupied with work and my lovely colleagues. Chalet plans and Hari Raya outing with the girls. Bangkok trip with the family. Damn, I'm so looking forward for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
That's how I live my life. My family, my girls and my colleagues (and Fareha). My loves of my life, basically.
I'm so psyched for Sept hols!!!!!!!!!!
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