Sunday, 17 March 2013

What's New!

Finally, I'm back! Been so busy with work lately. Literally. But I'm enjoying it. So what's new about me? So lemme see.

Just so you know, I got into the course that I appealed for and I'm so happy. Yay! And basically I got myself a MacBook Pro and it's heavy as hell. But all is fine. I love it. And I also got myself an iPhone 5 so I can match with my Macbook. Yeah, basically that's all.
Oh! Poly check-up at SATA....... Can I start on how annoyed I was? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay lah, I'm annoyed cos my height is still the same! LOL. But other than that, I'm good and i'm healthy. *thumbs up*

And I'm so obsessed with phone covers. Hahahahahahha and don't forget polaroid films. Man. I can go crazy over them.

AND OMG GUYS, DEMI LOVATO IS IN SG TODAY AND SHE IS GONNA HAVE A CONCERT/GIG AT HARD ROCK HOTEL AND I'M NOT EVEN COMING. WHAT IS LIFE. *SOBS UNCONTROLLABLY* But again, I have work so one way or another, I still can't make it. Meh. Dear Demi, I'll go to Dallas/LA just to see you. Soon and definitely.


To be honest, I actually wanna talk about work more since I'm always at work. On my off days, I literally spend my time with my colleagues actually. Or I'll be at home, rotting and staying in bed. For the rest of the day. But right now, I made a point to take two OFF days. One for an outing and one to just rot at home. Don't get me wrong. I LOVE to work. Sometimes, I wouldn't mind working full shifts everyday. But right now, school is starting and I need to clean my room and actually start preparing myself for school. My house is like a hotel for me. I wake up, go to work, return from home, sleep and the next day, the cycle continues. But I'm trying my best to spend time with my family. Oh, and today is actually my first day attachment to Wisma Body and I'm pretty excited cos it's Body. B O D Y. Oh yes, work has also made me greedy in terms of $$$. Like I shop a lot nowadays. Cos I know I'm earning money and shit like that and that's when I start buying things on impulse. Oh well.
And I really want to express my love for my colleagues. They're my babypies. I never thought I could get so close to them actually. Right now we make it a point to have an outing frequently cos school is starting soon and that's when we start to get busy. And lately, everybody wants to quit and ya. That sucks. Like a part of me will be gone. Sigh sigh sigh.

And then I think about myself. Like sometimes I hate myself. For getting too attached to people easily and how my head will bring back all the memories I had with the person I became attached too. And I hate myself because I'm me. Like I look in the mirror and I'm just like why? Yeah, on those days when I get super duper insecure and when I'm uncomfortable being me. I bet everyone has their down days; while mine is almost every night. Overthinking kills.



I guess this is the part where I go off and return back 100 years after that, hah. I'll try to blog when I'm free and I'll promise one more entry before school starts.

and i realised how fast am I in changing topics and how there's no link between them. ok meh c u guys soon.