But I'll be back. (Lol, still a month to go.)
34 MORE DAYS 34 MORE DAYS. Oh my god, I can't breathe right now.
Preliminary Examinations are gonna end soon and I know I didn't do well for it. Whatever, it's hard like ladhghvuraygjkq. It would be so much easier if I had studied.......... but I didn't. POA was a killer. Getting a 50/100 would already make me happy. But I can just feel it in my guts, I'm gna flunk this paper bad. Real bad. Okay, enough with my sad life.
I'm gonna show you a pic of myself taken like years ago. Looking at that picture, it's just crazy how I grew up so fast. I wanna be a kid, again.
Yes, that's me! I'm not really sure which year this photo was taken. Probably 10 at that time. Just look at me now. It's the opposite of who I used to be. I miss being innocent. I miss my hair. I miss my flawless skin. I miss my pajamas. I miss my double decker bed. I miss every SINGLE thing. :-(
It's actually true when people said that when we're kids, we want to be older. But being 16 this year, I think I prefer being a kid, y'know? It's stress-free and I don't have to worry about anything.
Don't get me wrong, I loooooove being a teenager, it's just that...... sometimes it gets tiring. I want to enjoy life but I don't think I'm able to, in Singapore. STUDY THEN WORK THEN RETIRE THEN DIE. That's basically what Singapore is. You have no idea how much I wanna travel all around the world and just relax.
Before I go for my Os, I thought I share some stuff about myself. :-)
AHA YES I'M A SAGGITARIUS AND I'M HAPPY I'M ONE. credits to: zodiacchic
I talk A LOT but there are things that I just can't share with everyone. So having h2h talks are actually pretty useless to me and it makes me cringe. I am a puzzle, you can say that. When it's time for me to open up, I will, someday. But right now, I just love to keep to myself. I may look like I don't care and talk a lot but I notice every single thing that's going on around me.
If you realise, this is prolly the longest post I've ever done. It's because I'll be gone for so long and I want you guys to be really updated, heheheehhehe.
Stay tuned, lovelies. *blow kisses*
